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Back then,he was all I had once wished for. Then,when he was leaving, my heart silently bled. It shed numerous countless tears in silence. How could I weep in front of anyone including myself. I had been denying any such feelings for him since a long time and when I knew, it was too late. Also I never knew how he felt or what he thought about me. We were mere friends bound by nothing but friendship. I didn't even know him well. We weren't best friends either.
So,he left. He didn't walk away from my life but out of the city to pursue higher studies. Initially I missed his non-sensible talks,his pampering,his teasing but all I could do was to wait for him to turn up at my door once again. He kept social media at bay and initially had tried to keep in touch through any way he could. As the time passed the distance made it difficult to be in touch with him and soon we lost contact. No news from him. Then,even I walked out of the city to pursue my dreams and slowly but steadily the pain of separation got buried somewhere deep inside me.
Every time he would cross my mind,my heart would call out his name,link it to mine and say we were meant to be together but after mental calculations all I could conclude was,I was way beyond his league and in no way would have he ever thought that way about me. Soon his memories got pushed somewhere deep in the back of my mind and I moved on from him!
We lost contact for almost three years and then one day suddenly least to my expectations he knocked my door once again. Astonished and overwhelmed at the same time,I welcomed him into my life again and soon the dilemma I had been into back then came popping into my head at once.
So,he left. He didn't walk away from my life but out of the city to pursue higher studies. Initially I missed his non-sensible talks,his pampering,his teasing but all I could do was to wait for him to turn up at my door once again. He kept social media at bay and initially had tried to keep in touch through any way he could. As the time passed the distance made it difficult to be in touch with him and soon we lost contact. No news from him. Then,even I walked out of the city to pursue my dreams and slowly but steadily the pain of separation got buried somewhere deep inside me.
Every time he would cross my mind,my heart would call out his name,link it to mine and say we were meant to be together but after mental calculations all I could conclude was,I was way beyond his league and in no way would have he ever thought that way about me. Soon his memories got pushed somewhere deep in the back of my mind and I moved on from him!
We lost contact for almost three years and then one day suddenly least to my expectations he knocked my door once again. Astonished and overwhelmed at the same time,I welcomed him into my life again and soon the dilemma I had been into back then came popping into my head at once.
Do I still feel for him after having been into a relation with a jerk in his absence? Should I tell him everything I went through in the new city or should I just let him believe I am his old,innocent friend?
